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36歳の誕生日

前回のエントリーが昨年末。気付くと3カ月弱立っていました。なんだか、近況報告と宣伝だけのブログになってしまったようだけれど、そしてツイッターに加えFacebookも始めすっかり乗っ取られ気味だけれど、一応続けているつもりです。

本日、2012年3月21日、生まれた日から36年間が経過しました。

36歳、避けようもなく「中年」期に突入といったところでしょうか。茶色い髪の色も、いい加減な格好も、いつまで続けていくのか、やめ時をやや逸した感じで、外見だけでなく、中身の思考や感覚も、全然この36年間という時間に追い付いていなくて、ものすごく中途半端に成長しきれていない、春樹作品の主人公が大きく崩れてしまった感じです。

それでも70年生きれたら後半戦、90年くらい生きてしまうなら中盤戦、人生はまだまだしばらく続いていくだろうから、僕は僕のペースで世界と少しずつ折り合いをつけながら、仕事と遊びの日々を繰り返していこうと思います。

もはや1年に1度、儀礼的に通過するだけの一日だと思っていた誕生日ですが、思いがけず多くの方々に祝ってもらい、お祝いの言葉をもらい、ああやはり生きて、関わって、つながっているんだという想いはたしかに強くしました。ありがとうございます。がんばります。

フィリピンより、36歳のゆるめの決意とともに。

東賢太朗

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お誕生日おめでとう!
ひさびさにMixiからこちらに来たら、結婚式の報告も。。!タイミング遅れてごめ~ん。
とっても素敵な奥様ですね~。
私も最近はFBが主流なので、今度からぜひそちらで!

Posted by: ゆきえ | March 22, 2012 01:23 PM

初めてコメントします^^ヤマシロです、前までmixiからコメントできなかったけどスマホにしたらできるみたいですね。
誕生日おめでとうございます、そして結婚一周年?おめでとうございます。海外沢山行っててうらやましいです☆
私は来月トルコ行ってきまーす

Posted by: S.I | March 22, 2012 05:43 PM

>S.Iさん

あ、名字が変わったんでしたね。ありがとう。

トルコは新婚旅行ですか?楽しんで!

>ゆきえさん

お久しぶりです!こちらも人生上色々あり、ご無沙汰していました(笑)

Facebookの方、チェックしておきますね。またLoobのみんなに会いたい!

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